there are a lot of different feelings and thoughts inside me that are constantly fighting for my attention. i often experience intense emotional fluctuations that can disrupt my ability to adequately perceive reality. this can lead to periods of euphoria and enlightenment, when i feel invulnerable and completely confident in my infallibility. i often forget about the real measure of my own importance and assign myself a status and power that i don't actually have. this often leads to conflicts with others, especially with those who believe that my claim to divinity is only an illusion. my emotional reactions and moods can be extremely volatile and unpredictable, which makes it difficult to establish and maintain healthy and stable relationships. sometimes i worry that my godlike beliefs alienate others and cause them to distance themselves from me. it is difficult for me to develop a healthy sense of self and maintain respect for other people and their beliefs.